I AM BACK! Hey guys, did you miss me? I have decided to keep this blog going on as long as I possibly can, which will hopefully be until the end of high school or when I join the United States military. Just to let you know right now, this might be a short blog post due to the fact that I am having writer’s block from not having anything that interresting happen to me over the past week. Well, that’s not entirely true. Okay, so on the day of my 8th grade graduation, I was gonna ask Crystal out (again), but shortly after I wrote my last blog post, I found out that she didn’t like me and never has. That news just devastated me.
Ever since that moment, I think that my depression from when I was first rejected is slowly coming back to haunt me. There’s moments when I am extremely sad and want to just be by myself while I listen to music to help soothe my sadness. I know that I’m starting to sound like a whinny hormonal teenager, but just bear with me on this one. I know that I don’t usually write about personal stuff on here, but I need to let it out somewhere. I’ve been trying to forget about her, but I can’t! I can’t even listen to most of my songs without thinking about her, which really fucking sucks. Despite the best efforts of my friends and I, I just can’t not remember her. If only you guys could know how I’m feeling… I don’t even know what to do anymore. I’ve tried playing destructive games like GTA V and Call of Duty to forget about her, worked a little bit, do you guys have any suggestions? It’d really help me out a lot.
Quote of the day is, Courage is not having the strength to go on, it is going on when you don’t have strength. – Napoleon Boneparte.